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「 Thursday, November 26, 2009」
「 8:18 AM 」

Listening to: i wanna touch you & touch my hand.

LOL. consider 3 posts a day mad? Sorry, but I'm truly in the mood, stop me not =P

You guys may begin wondering why am I listening to songs all related to the word "touch". It's because I'm mentally touched tonight. What made me so touched? the stars above that blanket me throughout the night? Edward? khangie? whoever.

All of a sudden
the sky appears
to be extraordinarily
bright
with the soft starlight.
let's go stargaze =P





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「 」
「 2:13 AM 」

I have always liked the feeling of having comments [and complaints] after every blog entry posted. Some messages are meant to comfort me, some to support, some to complain, and some, just to merely comment, for the sake of... commenting? Maybe *shrugs* But anyhow, it still feels great, at least I know somehow, someone is reading this somewhere. So, it's without doubt something to be glad of, or to be contented with? Maybe. *shrugs*

Messages regarding my entries normally come showering on me after I blogged. And now that I have been gathering comments, I found that most of the readers regard me as someone, rather EMO. EMO. It struck me and I end up smiling while being speechless.

I gave it a deep thought. EMO. Does it entirely define who I exactly am in real life? How close am I to your so-called EMO? lol. Well, perhaps it's largely because I'm normally caught in the mood of blogging while being depressed [never regard me as EMO, mood swings to be blamed =P]. And that is why, you people hardly come across the ups I experience in my life. And that is perhaps why you guys regard me as someone EMO.

Sometimes I wonder if my blog entirely, and ultimately brings out who I am in real life. Or does it just create endless imagination among readers and followers, assuming that I'm one of those super duper EMO kind of girl.

Guess there's a dire need for me to blog not only during moments of being down, but also during the ups =) But I'm not pressing too hard though, because all i yearn for is merely to be the one I wish to be and who I authentically am. Bare with me =P

blogging bugs attack
stay tuned



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「 Wednesday, November 25, 2009」
「 7:45 PM 」

Currently Listening to : One last breath - breed *thumbs up*
Mood : undefined

With mixed feelings, I don't know what to be uttered to entirely define what I'm feeling in there. While everyone is moving on without looking back, I'm indulging in procrastination. gawd. Isn't that anguish? Never mind, I believe deeply that all work no play truly turns Amanda a dull girl =P

I heard that the name list for those who are involved in NS has been officially published on the page, with your campsite [venue] enclosed. Which batch would I be in? Would I get to be at the same campsite as Nick? No one knows, since his name is not even in the list for the first group. Weesh. By just mentioning it, I feel as if gazillions of butterflies are flying with full enthusiasm and strength in my stomach. Anxious or worried or excited? Neither, I'm hell escaping XD

After gathering enough courage to enter the webpage and take a look [Nick checked his at the wee hours in the morning while I was deeply asleep like piglet], darn. It turned out to be a failure. Too many serving that page? Or merely poor page organization? There's no point to point an acusing finger. Destined =)

Oh well, I know I have been crapping much and you are going to begin yawning in no time. Sorry, bare with my emptiness. It's just ultimately what I wish to say, or pour out =)

NS, good or bad? Seeing is believing? I would rather substitute seeing with experiencing.

Guys, I'm empty. Fill in the blank in me?

Thanks for stopping by
At least
in the edgeless emptiness
I still have u
As an ever faithful
Reader of my blog.
=)

Those mesmerizing eyes
that led me out from confusion.
Yet making me lost in those
beautiful eyes simultaneously.
p/s: i know there's contradiction, but i'm lovin it =P



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「 2:42 AM 」

Another short break until the three Sciences come. Nightmare? Only hard work helps I presume.

=) Life lately has been great, even though most of them always have their heads buried in between the pages of revision books, except me =( Never mind. As they were being serious, I captured every moment.

Instead of concentrating entirely on studies while SPM is in progress, a lot of things come across my mind. This and that. Want to know what they are, I'm afraid I might make you sigh in disappointment, love. Teehee.


It comes
when u wait
patiently.



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「 Saturday, November 21, 2009」
「 1:24 AM 」


First week of exam is enough to have my hair split at the ends. LOLs. Let alone dark circles, eye bags etcetc.

But I'm still holding on, pretty well. Thanks to Facebook, and Padini. LOL. =P


Would be a lil busy lately
so,
miss me not,
lurves!

Mwah.xoXO



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「 Tuesday, November 10, 2009」
「 4:33 AM 」

ROCKETS!



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「 Friday, November 6, 2009」
「 2:08 AM 」

Scrap book. Mementos. Laughter. Joy. Tears. Pictures. Flashes. Smiles. Chuckles.

It's coming to an end, after five years of togetherness, it is no doubt I have long fallen in love with everyone. Making it so hard to actually accept the fact that we are graduating in just months' time. Isn't that sad?

I can't imagine a day not seeing familiar faces of theirs. I can't imagine a day without teasing my friends. I can't imagine a day without our spoons shared during recess. I can't imagine a day without endless gossips. I can't imagine a day without you guys seriously. Most of all, I can't imagine a day without Kang's home-prepared delicacies.

I asked Lord, "Tell me a way to have everything frozen, immortalized and paused..."

"Appreciation for the present", four words that made me thought deeply.

Guys, I'm badly in love.



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